It still sinking in, everything that has happened. How the fuck did I manage to wind up here?  I was going to chronicle my meeting of him.  How I fell head over heals and believed every word he said to me.  Then go on to say how I learnt my lesson and it would never […]

I have spent the better part of my day with tears rolling down my face, my face is tight and feels like it is cracking when I smile now.  Wonder if it hides my wrinkles?  I’m struggling to believe that things are what they are.  I even had a lip quiver earlier in the day […]

  Easiest thing to do is blame him for where I am today.  Believe me, I sure have on more than one occasion.  None of this is my fault, or my doing.  That’s another easy way to deal with the mess I’m in today.  I see the part I played, and I see how I […]

Thanks for joining me! The best changes, are often the scariest changes.  Embarking on unchartered territory always unsettles me.  However, how I managed to be lulled into complacency for the better part of my life scares me the most.